I love the idea of being self-aware. I used to be very aware of my body and the things that I could see and feel, but I have let it go. I don’t feel like I’m self-aware anymore. I’m just trying to make sense of a lot of the information that I’m getting.
No I dont think I have a choice of what to do with my body. I have no idea how to do things. I can only do what I can to change the way I feel.
When I read the title of this story I thought, I wish I could become aware of my body. I’ve been told by my doctor that if I didn’t take my meds and stop being self-conscious I would likely die from something as silly as being self-conscious. I don’t think I could do that. I have to fight my body to get rid of the pain. To be able to take the pain away I have to know what to do.
I am not a medical professional, but that is a very common reason why a person is prescribed medication to alleviate bodily pain. The pain is not necessarily a sign of illness, but is an indication of the body’s resistance to the treatments. When you know exactly what to do, you can stop being self-conscious.
I guess you could say that the reason I am talking about self-consciousness here is because I have found that when I have people watching me, I can tell when I’m in pain. I was watching a movie the other day and the part where someone is talking to the camera was the most painful part of the movie. Usually I can tell when I’m in pain, but there are times when the pain just seems to be there for no reason.
I have been in a lot of pain. I think its like that. I know when I am in pain, but I know I am not in pain. I think that is all I’m saying.
The other day my Mom and Dad had to put in a phone call to my Mom to see if I would be interested in seeing what she thought about the movie. I was so happy to see it, but it’s not that I didn’t want to be in a movie. I don’t think the movie is really going to turn into a real movie. I think I am going to see it again.
Well, if you’re saying you’d be happy to see yourself in a movie, then that’s great! That’s the thing about being an author that you can be in two places at once: in real life and on the page. If you’re happy with the fact that you’re in the page, then you’re not in pain.
Thats what I actually thought about too, but its more of the same. I have a lot of fun with the movie, but I will admit that I didnt want to be in it. I feel as though I already know what all the actors are going to be doing, so I can’t wait for it to come out.
In case you were wondering, it is. It’s written by the one and only siobhan murphy, so you know it will be good.